Cik Cik Cik

remaja sekolah: akak, akak umur brape? akak dah kawen kan?
aku: akak umur xx..eh akak belum kawen la dek..naper tanya macam tu?
remaja sekolah: lah, mati2 saya ingat akak dah kawen..sebab cara akak matang kot..hehe..senyuman akak pun sweet *yg ni takde kene mengena dengan topik*.
aku: sengih dalam sms..

Sometimes hairan, why some people thought that I'm married.
Do I look that old? Or what ha? Do I behave like someone married? Do I look like someone yg ada husband. Haha..funny..
I belum kawen ok, status saya masih Cik.
Bangga jugak status cik ni.
Free pelbagai perkara.
Contoh mudah, nak keluar rumah.
Tak perlu minta izin siapa-siapa.

Hehe. Tak gemar lah cakap pasal married life. Itu akan jadi personal.
Unless people eager nak tahu. Itu pun perkara yang halal untuk diberitahu saja ok..:P

Hurm, lately kan. Let me tell you a secret. My heart's secret.
I feel so empty. This feeling was obviously felt sejak sabtu hari tu..

Encik Sayang........saya sangat rindu awak...:'(.
Runtuh hati ku bila kenang kan dirimu yg jauh beribu batu.
:(.

Ok, aku tak suka post entry berbaur lembik begini.
But this is me, this is a feeling I cant hide.
I tried to fight, I tried to be strong tapi diri rasa lemah at times.
I cant do anything to get close to him.
I cant be near..:(

The only reason I have the strength is to think of his kindness and loyalty to me.
Also, he's the one I'm waiting for..~
I have no other men..
I might look fun and crazy at times but for this thing, I'm giving my all out to make things work.
We both do.
He gives his best to ensure this long distance relationship works.
He sacrificed a lot too.
Tak sanggup nak cheat on him, tak sanggup terima ajakan orang lain.
Tak mahu..Because Encik Sayang doesn't deserve lies..
Sayang, I really miss you so much..You know I'm glad time goes by so quick.
It's already Nov 2010..
InsyaAllah we will meet again next year..
And you know..If Allah permits us..We will be together..:)

*Actually tengah skype dengan nya..Saja lepas rindu di blog..haha..*