It Feels Like The First Time

It feels like the first time you left..and I can't hold back my tears that I cried for two nights thinking of how far you are from me..how the time difference will tear us apart..how..how..
The first day you left, I still remember I can't call you anymore because you were already in Singapore having a xx hours transit. You called my mobile and said you were OK, dont worry dear.

It was last year. The time comes again. I miss you so badly, really wish you could make it this year's Eid. But you could not.

Ok, enough.

I had my iftar alone, while watching tv. Seronok juga macam tu. My body feels a little bit unwell. Sigh, bila nak fresh and healthy ni? Body aching, temperature badan pun naik.
It might be due to the 'day of the month' syndrome. Huhu I have no idea, that's the best I have in mind. Maybe true maybe not. Semalam lagi la..Pengsan bila malam sampai tak mampu nak bangun sahur. Mujur ada air mineral tepi katil, terus sedut dan tidur kembali. Rasa nak ambil MC tadi tapi ada kerja belum settle.
Luckily esok chuti! Weekend again all, weekend!
Kek lapis ordered and I spent RM260 just for that makhlus lapis-lapis. :S. Tu pun dah mintak diskaun dari seller tu. Mak cakap tak payah beli byk, tapi dalam fikiran daku pulak takut dok teringat-ingat kek lapis yummeyh bila kat kampung nanti. Ha, parah tu.

Dah, terkarut pulak. Nak buat luahan hati je. bye, jangan marah na.
take care.
**still tak pulih sepenuhnya**.

nota kaki: dia ada kasih untuk aku, dia beri sayangnya untuk aku. bersahabat itu tidak salah, not a crime at all. dia bukan untuk aku seorang, dia juga untuk kamu dan yg lain2..tapi ingat lah dia tak akan dapat beri yg sama untuk mu..~