Campur-campur Rasa

Ok, mixed feelings tu biasa lah bila waktu-waktu begini.
Eh, paham ke apa tu 'waktu-waktu' begini? :p

Anyways, I just called my big sis and she was still at the office.
Previously, the nursery people called her telling that my 8 months niece (Eryna) dah mula poo poo and meragam. Alahai, pity her.
I urged my sis to return home as soon as possible. (cewah, macam la Eryna tu anak aku nak urge-urge orang :P)
I know, it's not that kakakku sengaja..She was up to something, hence the delay.

I was thinking. (Ops, this might be a super-advanced thinking).
I'm working too..How am I going to face/handle my kids/family and my career?
Theoretically it sounds simple but practically it's harder than you could ever imagine.

Let's imagine (imagine ke angan-angan ni? :p).
I'm done with my work, cant wait to go back and see my babies.
Balik rumah most probably will prepare for dinner and this time I really need my husband's assistance to take a GOOD care of the baby-cuci baby bila dia poo poo or shi shi, tukar diapers, dukung bila baby meragam (kalau baby tu debab tak tahu la..), buat muka comel bila baby menangis, sabar bila baby muntah di baju. Ha, susah kan?
Meanwhile, the mama will prepare for dinner. At this crucial moment, the expertise to be an iron chef is highly required.
Contohnya: Masak campak-campak tapi hasilnya tambah 3 pinggan (Maybe tambah tu sebab lapar kot..:p ).

Ok, agak kekarutan di sini.

The point here is, I'm just thinking of my situation if I was in my sister's shoes.
You know what I mean..

Logical thinking I have in mind, the way forward:
1. Be patient to handle my kids and hubby (sabar ok..:) )
2. Be wise in prioritizing my 'to-do list'.
3. Be calm in crucial moments, i.e baby nangis diluar kawalan-People, I can recognize how baby will sound if they are sleepy and tak sabar nak tidur. Haha..comel :)
4. Enhance my parenting skills. Read, ask experienced people, watch Parenthood Tv Series. LOL.
5. Enhance my cooking skills-perlu pandai masak cepat-cepat. The taste? No guarantee..:p But I believe, normally masak campak-campak la sedap..Hehe

Ok ok, that's all I have in mind.

People, I have the answer for previous entry.
All I need is patience, experience, hardwork, knowledge and willingness.
I know all of these will outweigh the passion I lack of. :)

I can do it!

Night people!:)

Psst..Actually I miss nieces deary..:)Alalala Eyna..:). 8 months now..Mia..last week was talking on the phone with her and surprised when I heard she said this: "Aunty, aunty pegi mane..Mia windu aunty.."