One of The Hardest

It was a heartbroken feeling, please don't happen again.
So yeah, lazying around while watching TV has always been my favourite.
I'm a homely type of person.
Boring, plain but I'm sure I'm good at spending my free time, wisely. Ecey..
Day time will be spending with workloads, night time is resting time for me.
It's more to private hours for me.
I know eversince I started my working life, the satisfaction of earning own money has taken its toll on me.
I have less time to do hobbies (photography, editing pics, reading, chatting with friends and say hi, writing and watching favourite-downloaded movies/tv series).
Nevertheless, I'm thankful and glad that I have a stable job, I can support myself.
I can get anything I want. Alhamdulillah for that..:)

Another good thing of having my private hours is..this is the only time I can do reflection for myself of things I did for the day.
Lame, but it's fruitful you know. At that moment you will know things you should have done more or less.
Hehe.

As for now, I just had my private hour and I found that one of the hardest things is to let go.
To move on, to forgive and forget.
People might hurt you and you get angry.
You thought they don't love you anymore, they were not on your side when the going gets tough.
You failed to think rationally.
You were furious about things.
Ermm..heart..please be calm because I really need you to be so.

People, it's maghrib time..to be continued..:)